HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I know, we're four days into the new year and it's taken me this long to write this post. I'm usually more prompt. So starting the year off wrong right here. Actually a lot of what's been happening so far within these four days of the new year haven't really been the usual. And I don't really mind it. Sort of.

So I participated in #onelittleword last year, my word being [ happiness ] and you can check that out on my old blog (long story, actually no story I just wanted to change my name) and I was thinking of doing a reflection post on it so many I'll save my thoughts and wrap up of 2014 for that particular post.

This year as you can see my word is [ rediscover ] and with the year I have ahead of me, it's going to be a complicated and fun and scary word to live this entire year. But it's something I've been putting off in one way or another. I've lost touch with who I am. To myself. I've lost touch with how I view myself and that's dangerous. When you start basing how YOU see YOURSELF on how SOMEONE ELSE sees YOU, it's not a good thing. I've learned to never put that power in someone else's hands ever again. Because truth is, they don't deserve it and no one but is worthy of that power.

I'm going to go through some really really cliff diving changes in the next few months. Some of which are already in progress and some that I'm --- not gonna lie --- dancing around because I'm unsure about things but then I'm also sure. If that makes sense.

So here's to 2015 and all of the things I'll be forced to endure, struggle with, come to terms with, experience and hopefully I fall in love with life again. I'm really optimistic about this word and my goal and I can't wait to see where I am and how I feel at the end of this year.

It's gonna be crazy guys.