Thursday, November 2, 2017

Hello November


It's really no secret that I SUCK AT GOALS this year. 

BUT that won't stop me from making them! Cause at SOME POINT on this journey I'll get my driven, busy, GET EVERYTHING DONE --- TODAY attitude back. And until then, the most I can do is give myself something to encourage myself to get up and make a difference.

Healing is hard y'all.


Clean out fridge
  Sort kitchen
 Put up Fall stuff
 Organize closet
 Organize bedroom (more)
 Properly re-set up zen corner
 Mop living room
 Exchange unwanted B&BW Fall scents/products
 Do returns/exchanges for Kohls, Macys, etc...
 Work on buying Christmas gifts
 BAKE SOMETHING
 Finish October TBR (FINISH WINTER FOR THE LOVE OF GOD)
 Prep Christmas/Dec posts/videos
 Work on NaNoWriMo
 Try 3 new places

I'm not going to overachieve and try to do things I know probably won't happen but instead do things that SHOULD be happening REGARDLESS that I know my OCD will find reasons to NOT do. 

I can't believe how fast Sept and Oct flew by and that I technically have to put up my Halloween/Fall stuff now! 

I wish I could blog more about my feelings or my day. I don't know what stops me all the time... it use to be my jam! And it's not like this blog has any particular purpose besides me recording my life. I noticed I stopped blogging on hazearella because I guess I've outgrown the blogger layout. I wish it was on Wordpress but I don't want to go through the headache of switching everything over --- especially the domain. I'm thinking of starting over with a new name, I'm just not sure what! The pressures of Instagram can be very influencing though, I'll admit that. And the fear of starting over completely is scary AND THIS IS WHY I DONT HAVE A SUCCESSFUL BLOG OR CHANNEL CAUSE I KEEP STARTING OVER! Even though I don't have THAT many followers on that blog itself. SIGH. I don't know.

Maybe I'll just move everything to Wordpress, keep the name and suck it up. And if I do end up starting over completely it probably won't be until January.

But here's to hopefully a month of catching up, finishing up and getting ready for Christmas and a brand new year.

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