Life | Hello April

In the month of March I posted 7 posts; which isn't bad. It's certainly more than usual but I feel like I can do a little better.

It's my birthday month \o/

And we're halfway through the beginning of the year. This time of year kinda always sort of stresses me out since I move every July which means I need to get started on purging and getting things tidy and together. I say this every year and I never really do it then I get mad at myself for all the shit I have to pack when I move. I don't even have that much stuff, it's just all random.... stuff. Like how does someone end up with so much stuff?! I've been here in Florida for 5 years now and SO much has happened and changed and just... it's just been so much. I guess the amount of stuff I've gathered kind of reflects that to a point, yeah?

As for goals, I'm not really sure what I hope to accomplish this month... I haven't really thought of it either.

• Post 2 videos a week
  That would equal up to 8 videos. I'm taking a vacation for my birthday so I'm hoping that I'll vlog at least some of it! I've been awful about vlogging lately and I'm not sure why. Or how. As much as I'm use to or want my life to be out there, I also don't. I don't know how else to explain it but as someone like me, it's freakin weird. I've always wanted to be a YouTuber since I started posting videos in 2009 but it's always been an on and off thing. I'm hoping for the day it'll just be on.
• Enjoy the vacation
  Enjoy everything that this vacation has to offer. Enjoy and take in all the happiness and "yoooooooo" moments that Penny will do, Play. Laugh. Don't be so caught up in stress or time or bills or life or tomorrow or anxiety. Be you. Be Zel again, if at least for just a week.
• Read
  Because this always has to be written down.
• Drink more water
  Especially since most of this vacation is going to take place outdoors, drink. more. water. Though I'm sure Penny will be reminding you.
• Start purging
  Clothes. Papers. Stuff. Makeup. Whatever! Anything that doesn't hold enough of a feeling or whatever, get rid of it!
• Stop buying so much stuff you don't need
  We were off to a good start in March due to saving up for the trip, LET'S KEEP THAT GOING.
• Clean your room
  This should had been a March goal, shit.
• GET OUT MORE
  Staying home is nice and all, but 3 weeks straight? Girl get some damn air.
• Burn 8 candles
  Ambitious? Yes. Doable? Totally.
• Reacess food blog
  Because what the fuck, I thought we did this already and nope. Nope. NOPE. Locked out again!
• Get gathering mentorship
  Because you're so damn close anyway.
• Figure out things for the move
  I understand you hate it and shit, but it's gotta be done!

And the usual --- post more blog posts, post 2-3 times on Instagram. Blah blah blah. BLAHHH. 

DON'T LET ME DOWN APRIL!